Sick and Low

I am being really selfish and just going to ask for prayers I have a bad cold and ear ache and I'm limited on what I can take please pray I get well soon. Pray for my job too it's my third week and in beating myself up bc I haven't learned everything 100% yet.

But on an upbeat note how cute is this beggar?

Thanks ladies

Changes and Glow

It's hard to wrap my mind around the fact that I'll be 19 weeks pregnant tomorrow, it's crazy, it seems like yesterday I was told I was pregnant. And while a lot of people don't seem to be very happy for me, yes, I've received crazy messages, talks, questions, etc. from people who know me pretty well and those who don't know me well at all. All kinds of questions, are yall going to get married, are you going to keep the baby, maybe you should give the baby up b/c I know a married couple who've been wanting and trying for a baby and haven't succeeded and well, you're not married so.....

All this to you may not seem like much, but to me, it's just down right hurtful. I get this is not the conventional way to have a baby, I was raised to believe you didn't have kids till you are married and while using birth control and other means of protection sometimes things just happen that are out of your control. If that's too much tmi, well too bad. ;)

What hurts the most is some not many but some who have said questionable things to me don't seem to care that they've really really really hurt my feelings, well it's my body and my baby and I may not have the most luxirous life, but materialist things are NOT what a baby needs, a child needs, love, joy, understanding, time, patience all things I totally am able to give my child without anyone elses opinion.

I do know what I am having and have for 2 weeks now, it will come, it will come but for now I am just praying for a healthy report tomorrow at my 20 week screening. I know it's a week early, but you have to go when your schedule allows.

I also PTL had not one but THREE job offers within like literally a 48 hours, Praise The Lord!! I took the one closest to home because it presented me the easiest and best travel time to get back and forth to my sweet angel.

Where does the time go?

Happy Wednesday ladies, it's been a busy New Year so far. While I'm still in search of a good job, I'm also enjoying all of what God has given me. And if it's true that God doesn't give you more than you can handle, well he's definitely toughening me up. Position based purely on quota are the worst and if you've ever had one you know what I mean. I mean, I'm an Legal Assistant/Admin. I'm not into sales and never could be. So anyways that's where I stand on that.

Life has thrown me some good curve balls lately and while I'm not ready to just out all my news and business right now. I have to say, I have been discouraged by the blatant rudeness of some people and how they think it's okay to ask you things that are NONE of their business or give you their two cents when you clearly did NOT ask for it!! As I like to say for everything lately, if you don't get it back for being ugly, thinking you're better, or just being rude to others here GOD will get ya.

On to another note, have you heard of the movie Courageous, it's a Christian film by the same makers of Fireproof, another Christian movie. Well, our church is doing a free showing in our gym Friday night at 7:00 p.m., in the gym; they'll also be selling concessions for the youth to help sponsor their mission trips. Here's a preview:

Oh What a Week

So looking forward to this weekend and doing absolutely nothing....well, laundry and catching up on reality tv., some how my dvr stopped recording RHOBH this week, so I am really hoping for a repeat this weekend. I'm hoping I can kick this cold too, it's making life miserable.

So much to blog about but no time recently with work, please pray for me a job as this position I took after my attorneys retired is going to be no longer soon.

Hope you ladies have a great weekend!!

Happy New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! We finally celebrated Christmas this weekend and it was fun. The boys had a blast as always and that's all that really matters!!!

Just for laughs, have you heard about one of my housewives who got married this weekend and has already set her eyes on an annulment. Seriously, Hollywood makes marriage one big joke don't they, it's disgusting.

I am still in disparate need of a new job as my position will be eliminated soon, please pray for me to find one soon.

Christmas Wish List

Okay, so I know this is not traditional but to me, the best way to get what you want for Christmas is to 1. buy it yourself or 2. buy and get your Dad to pay you back for it so you know you go something you want.

So without further ado......

I like love coffee and it's just me, so what better way 1. not to take to long in the morning and 2. to not waste coffee. ;)

I don't know what else I'm getting for Christmas, but I'm sure I'll love it equally.

Also, please please please pray for me a full-time job soon, my oh so great job is going to be no more in a matter of weeks and I'm stressing over the fact that I don't want to mess up my A-1 credit and lose my car, I have quite a bit in savings so that will help. Please pray for me a job though.

Thanks ladies and Happy Thursday!!

Nephews

Happy midweek ladies. We all know that I love my nephews even though my sisters and I do not have a good relationship, I adore my nephews; so, without further ado meet my newest

Jonathan Ray. Gotta love my boys.

I have finally started a little Christmas shopping, not much but hey so is better than nothing. I hope to really get going this weekend. Have you finished yet? Please pray for me a job, my job is all quote based and coming from a legal background I've never had a quota based job so I am failing miserably and they're looking for a new person and I'm looking for a new job. Please pray b/c I sure don't need the stress over my car note.

Happy Wednesday!

Life Is Good

Man it's been a while. Still praying for my love. I started a new job a month ago and I'm loving it. Life is pretty good hard times make us stringer that's 4sure.

Update on my love, still struggling for all the heartbreak he is going through and his kids as well. God says he doesn't give us more than we can handle and I am trying to believe that. I saw him Monday for about an hour and hope to see him later today after his appointment and I get off work. It's sad and hard to try and be happy when the ones you love are hurting and you know there is nothing you can do for them. They are saying that things are not looking as bad as first suspected and that with treatment we have some hope. I am still hopeful that he will let me all the way back in and we can share all the good and bad together.

Sorry writing from iPhone at work. Looking forward to finale getting me a car this weekend after almost 7, yes 7 months without one. It's been a killer. I'll post pictures of my new car next week.

Happy Thursday!!

PLEASE PRAY!!

We all know these are hard times right now for a lot of people and for me, it's very rough and difficult. I've always been an independent person and liked to take care of myself. Well last year, I lost my job and have only found a part-time job up until this point. I found out this week as of 2 weeks I'll be out of a job. The attorneys I work for are retiring and I can draw unemployment, but that's not the same as working. I love to work and stay busy, I love working in a law firm, but I will take any type of office job at this point. It's what I know and love.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE pray for me a job!

Thank you!!

Top 2 Tuesday: Top 2 Celebrity Hairstyles

1. Maria Menounos- I love her soft curls and beautiful brunette hair.

To this day, I still suck and curling my hair, I am trying to learn

but it's crazy that at 28 I've never mastered curlying my hair.

2. Carrie Underwood- The girl first off is gorgeous, but she always has great hair, even at the hockey games, ugh so jealous.

So who are your picks for Top 2 celebrity hairstyles. Visit Taylor at The Undomestic Momma and tell us.

On a different note, please, please, please continue to pray for me a full-time job, the money issues are getting even tougher now and I just can't think that at almost 29, I may have to go knock on Mom and Dad's door and ask to borrow money to make ends meet. Thanks ladies!!

Thoughtless Thursday: LOST & Christmas Shopping

Confession time, I am buying everyone gift certificates except my best friend this year. Tacky, maybe, but they'll have to understand. 1. I am really short on money b/c I only have a part-time job, the economy isn't the best and after I was laid off in March, I took the first position I was offered. PLEASE pray for me a full-time job. I have been blessed to still be able to take a few trips lately on the weekend and I was able to go to NYC with my best friend, with the help of garage sale and extra money I earned through photography side jobs. I feel like a failure still not having a full-time job yet, but I know God will provide and has and I am so thankful to him. 2. I have no clue what to get half the people in my life/family right now.

Okay, must get back to work. Happy Thursday!!!