Have you ever taken a look back at your life and regretted one decision so deeply, so badly, that you are beating yourself up for days. Well....that's me today!!! A few years back, I met a wonderful guy, who acted interested always told me, "if you were my girl, I wouldn't do what my ex just did" or "if you were my girl, I wouldn't be getting drunk and doing what he just did".
Well, I STAYED, and stayed, and stayed, and finally left and now I just wish and hope I'd get some interest out of this guy again. I'm trying to get in touch with him and I'm so PROUD of myself for reaching out to someone to get in contact with him (as I don't have a number for him). I asked them to ask him to call me because I have a question for him, well I do have a question relating to work needed with regard to what he does for a living, but that's not all I want. Who knows whether or not he'll be receptive or whether he is still seeing someone else or what.
Again, I am SO SO PROUD of myself for stepping out of my comfort zone and reaching out even if I get rejected.. God has a purpose right, so if it is meant to be it'll be!! That's what I'm thinking and holding on to.
Tonight we have another Memphis Blog Girls get together and I can't wait, hopefully, it'll help get my mind off of everything. (I was really hoping that the person who said they would tell him to call me would have told him early morning and he would have called me first thing, I should know better, silly Meredith, that only happens in the movies!!!!)
