36 Weeks

Sorry, Millie I missed a few weeks, but Momma does have pictures of your bump from those weeks.  ;)

First off, please pray for me.  I'm having some troubles with my body and pregnancy this week.  The doctor is concerned about my blood pressure, I went Friday, he is having me go back Tuesday and then if it's still high I may have to go on bed rest, which may not be a bad thing, except I need to work for the $$, but Millie's more important.  

I had a wonderful baby shower last week, hopefully I'll get around to downloading the pictures and posting about sometime this week.  


Here is week 36 bump date. 

How Far Along? 36 weeks, 2 day!!  27 days to go!!

Size of my Angel? 18.75 inches - size of crenshaw melon, 5.75 lbs. 

Maternity Clothes? All

Weight Gain?  About 42, so depressing

Stretch Marks? Still no PTL, I do have that Linea Nigra line, but other than that I haven't seen any stretch marks and I'm still lathering the oil and cream morning and night.  

Gender? Sweet baby GIRL.... Millie Ladell

Sleep?  Not getting much at all, between 50-60 hour work weeks, my body is aching but giving me problems going to sleep. 

Food Cravings? milk 

What I Miss Most? Wearing my own clothes and feel comfortable and not being so tired. 

Symptoms? None right now, the braxton hicks have stopped, but my cervix is starting to dilate.

Belly Button? It's definitely an outie now. 

  

What did I do wrong?

This is the question that I keep asking myself, were did I go wrong with her Father.  Yes, he is a jerk, I knew that before I was pregnant.  Yes, he is selfish, but for him to do to me the things he is right now is beyond selfish and is heartless.

I spent 3+ hours yesterday morning, yes I said 3+ (2:45ish-6:00 ish AM) am hours nonetheless arguing back -n-forth with him over everything, her name, what a b**** I am, how much he hates me, how I should be happy that he is not here and that he is in Georgia b/c and I quote "If I saw your a$$ right now, I'd kill you"  yep, my daughter's father threatened to kill me.  7 weeks before she's due.  Great taste in men, huh?  Needless to say, I was a basket case, yelled back, cried for many hours and now I'm freaking out worried something is going to be wrong with her.  I know she technically can not get something or be deformed from this, but it could cause preterm labor, stress (well, I'm way pass that).  

Please just pray for me right now and that I did not cause any harm to my precious baby girl, I couldn't imagine hurting her.  She's my entire world and everything that I've tried to do has been for her.  Every time I've tried to work things out with her Father, it's not for me, it's for her.  But some men you can't reason with. 

33 Weeks

How Far Along? 33 weeks, 1 day!!  49 days to go!!

Size of my Angel? 17 inches - size of pineapple , 4.25 lbs. 

Maternity Clothes? All

Weight Gain?  Still refuse to weigh but it's like getting close to 40 I think, which I don't get because I'm sticking to 1800 cal diet that the dr told me too. ugh

Stretch Marks? No PTL, I do have that Linea Nigra line, but other than that I haven't seen any stretch marks and I'm still lathering the oil and cream morning and night.  

Gender? Sweet baby GIRL.... Millie Ladell

Sleep?  What's that?? 

Food Cravings? ice cream (which I wont allow myself to eat), milk 

What I Miss Most? Wearing my own clothes and feel comfortable and not being so tired. 

Symptoms? Still random braxton hicks, but not everyday

Belly Button? Poking out but not too bad, hopefully it will go back in once she gets here.  

33 weeks, 1 day

I'm working on her crib, bedding and her name to go on the wall behind her crib.  Here is what I have so far.  It's still a work in progress, guess with 7 weeks to go I better get real busy.  All her clothes are washed and organized that's a start.  :)

Millie's closet (this is the 0-3 to 3-6 months) the other sizes up to 24 months are on the other side. 

Happy Friday!! 

32 Weeks!!

How Far Along? 32 weeks, 4 day!!  53 days to go!!

Size of my Angel? 16.7 inches - size of large jicama (I had to google what this is, it's a mexican yam) , 3.75 lbs. 

Maternity Clothes? All

Weight Gain?  Still refuse to weigh but it's like 25-40 lbs I think, ugh. Which is really depressing me!!!  

Stretch Marks? No PTL, I do have that Linea Nigra line, but other than that I haven't seen any stretch marks and I'm still lathering the oil and cream morning and night.  

Gender? Sweet baby GIRL.... Millie Ladell

Sleep?  I've given up on a good nights sleep for many months to come. haha   

Food Cravings? fruit, ice cream, anything really really cold

What I Miss Most? Wearing my own clothes and feel comfortable and not being so tired. 

Symptoms? I've been having some braxton hicks contractions, they're crazy random. 

Belly Button? Poking out but not too bad, hopefully it will go back in once she gets here.  

32 weeks, 1 day