Saturday night I went to my bff's friends b-day dinner and it was HELL,., no on e at the table spoke to me and come to find out, she was texting lies about me to someone else.
I would NEVER EVER tell anything private we talked about and I wish I could say the same about her. Evidently she is spreading all sorts of lies and personal stuff about me and I have been blocked, deleted and called all sorts of names by friends (whom I thought were mutual friends, but I guess not; one of which I spent $80 buying b-day dinner when all this went down.)
I have been very suicidal since Sunday b/c of this and the lies she is telling keep getting worse. I pray for her but I can't take much more, please, please, please PRAY FOR ME!!! I almost tried to kill myself with pills last night and if it hadn't been for my dad being there for me, I would have taken all of them!!! Seriously, I don't know how I am going to go on. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME