Saturday night I went to my bff's friends b-day dinner and it was HELL,., no on e at the table spoke to me and come to find out, she was texting lies about me to someone else.
I would NEVER EVER tell anything private we talked about and I wish I could say the same about her. Evidently she is spreading all sorts of lies and personal stuff about me and I have been blocked, deleted and called all sorts of names by friends (whom I thought were mutual friends, but I guess not; one of which I spent $80 buying b-day dinner when all this went down.)
I have been very suicidal since Sunday b/c of this and the lies she is telling keep getting worse. I pray for her but I can't take much more, please, please, please PRAY FOR ME!!! I almost tried to kill myself with pills last night and if it hadn't been for my dad being there for me, I would have taken all of them!!! Seriously, I don't know how I am going to go on. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME
Hey darling. Sounds like you need to surround yourself with better people who will boost your spirits and not walk all over them. Try and see the good in your life and focus on that. And instead of thinking of ways to end your life, think of things that can make it better! :)
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thanks Jacqueline, I sent you a fb message.
ReplyDeleteMeredith,
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear this! She is not worth you putting your life to an end or in danger. Please, if you need to talk, email me. I am praying for you and please know everything is in God's hands. Ignore this girl, because obviously she is not worth having any friends!
I am praying for you...You are an amazing, caring person. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You will get through this. Unfortunately not everyone is the world is an honest, trustworthy friend. You have to avoid those peole and don't let them take you down. You will find new, better friends. Try to cut the negative people out of your life even if it is just temporarily. I really hope and pray that you will be okay. You don't deserve this.
ReplyDeleteNothing in life is EVER that bad...remember, God is GOOD, ALL THE TIME!
ReplyDeleteHang in there....surround yourself with good people.
Oh honey...prayers going out to you in a big way!!! I've had to deal with 2 instances of suicide in my life and both were just earth shattering for the people they left behind. Don't let these "mean girls" win. Hold your head high. You know what the truth is and sooner or later everyone else will too. Turn on Casting Crowns and submerge yourself in the one true love and let the peace come over you. Praise You In This Storm is a good one by Casting Crowns that I love to listen to when things get bad. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself sweetheart.
ReplyDeleteContinue to pray and know that this is just a hump in your long life to live!!! Praying for you girl!
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