Boob Tube Babble

Let's start with my favorite person on Big Brother. NOT!!!! I'm sure this tells you who I'm talking about without even looking at the picture below. "No one better come between me and my man." Ugh, yes, I am talking about Rachel!! Ugh she annoys me soooooo much. In fact, annoy may not be a strong enough word. Anyone else watch BB last night? Wow, Dominic had some words to say before he left didn't he? It really looks like this summer is going to come down to an Alum winning. Although, if an alum does win I hope that it is Jordan or Jeff. Yes, she may come across dumb but she is so sweet and I've watched them on Amazing Race and BB and I just think she is a real sweet heart, so yes I am voting for one of them to win. Heck, I will be happy if anyone ANYONE besides Brendan or Rachel win. Still trying to figure out what the heck Brendan sees in her. Then this brings us to last nights votes Dominic was sent home packing, which I was not surprised about at all. Danielle seemed to be, but I think if she had really payed attention then she would have seen that he was going to end up going home.

The BB Alums

The Newbies

And then of course, I also watched the RHONY Reunion this week. Anyone else watch it? I just can't stand Ramonia ugh, she really gets under my skin. As does Kelly and Alexis, yeah, those 3 all get under my skin. I can't stand the way Kelly talks to people and Alexis' posture and her manner, well that just says it all. Oh and don't forget Countess LuAnn who seems to think she knows everything. Yeah, while most of the cast annoys me, I still seem to find myself watching this show weekly. On an additional note, I am happy to hear that RHOBH will be back for season 2 this year!!! Yay!! However, I wish Camille wasn't coming back, but you can bet I'll still be watching weekly.

So what did you watch this week? Visit Neely here or Meghan here and link up. .

Happy Friday!!!

Boob Tube Babble

Let's start with my favorite person on Big Brother. NOT!!!! I'm sure this tells you who I'm talking about without even looking at the picture below. "No one better come between me and my man." Ugh, yes, I am talking about Rachel!! Ugh she annoys me soooooo much. In fact, annoy may not be a strong enough word. Anyone else watch BB last night? Wow, Dominic had some words to say before he left didn't he? It really looks like this summer is going to come down to an Alum winning. Although, if an alum does win I hope that it is Jordan or Jeff. Yes, she may come across dumb but she is so sweet and I've watched them on Amazing Race and BB and I just think she is a real sweet heart, so yes I am voting for one of them to win. Heck, I will be happy if anyone ANYONE besides Brendan or Rachel win. Still trying to figure out what the heck Brendan sees in her. Then this brings us to last nights votes Dominic was sent home packing, which I was not surprised about at all. Danielle seemed to be, but I think if she had really payed attention then she would have seen that he was going to end up going home.

The BB Alums

The Newbies

And then of course, I also watched the RHONY Reunion this week. Anyone else watch it? I just can't stand Ramonia ugh, she really gets under my skin. As does Kelly and Alexis, yeah, those 3 all get under my skin. I can't stand the way Kelly talks to people and Alexis' posture and her manner, well that just says it all. Oh and don't forget Countess LuAnn who seems to think she knows everything. Yeah, while most of the cast annoys me, I still seem to find myself watching this show weekly. On an additional note, I am happy to hear that RHOBH will be back for season 2 this year!!! Yay!! However, I wish Camille wasn't coming back, but you can bet I'll still be watching weekly.

So what did you watch this week? Visit Neely here or Meghan here and link up. .

Happy Friday!!!

WILW

I'm loving that yesterday I treated myself to a pedicure (this is my guilty pleasure that I have not been able to do in quite a while).

I'm loving these nail polishes that I picked up at Target yesterday (the pink is the one I got them to put onto my toes at the salon). I love taking my own polish to the salon.

I'm loving that I've received two $10 off $40 at Rack Room this week in the mail. This is a sign right, I must buy some more sandals, right?

I'm loving that my boyfriend can say the sweetest things to encourage and cheer me up when I am down. Such a sweetheart.

I'm loving my new Vera Bradley wallet I bought the other day when I went birthday shopping with my mom.

I'm loving that I am planning on taken my nephews to see The Smurf's, I loved the smurf's growing up and I hope they'll enjoy the movie.

I'm loving that I will be having another nephew come November. Yay for nephews, so much fun!! My Dad is hoping I have a girl to help this brewed out one day. (me too, I love me some girls and girly stuff).

I'm loving that I may or may not have gone to Target twice yesterday and may or may not plan to go to a different Target today or tomorrow.

I'm loving my new blog makeover. Thanks Jenn.

So what are you loving? Visit Jamie here and tell us.

Boob Tube Babble

So this week I didn't watch a whole lot of tv, I did how every spend my nights running on the treadmill, which was usually durning the news and the start of Entertainment Tonight. Hey, don't judge, I've already said I'm a celebrity/all things Hollywood stalker. So, I did at least watch The Bachelorette Monday and of course my number one obsession, Big Brother. What the heck, Rachel is so rude, hateful, etc. I mean how mean can she be to others? I do have to say I am so proud to see Jeff stand up for Jordan. As one who's ex didn't stand up for me towards the end, that is a huge turn-on to me. I missed Teen mom this week, although I did catch some Law & Order reruns durning my late night sleep lacking nights. Ugh, can't stand not being able to sleep. I hope you've all noticed my new blog design, thanks Jenn for the great blog makeover. Happy Friday everyone. Visit Neely and Meg and link up and tell us what you watched this week. Happy Friday!!!

Boob Tube Babble

First off today I am going to start with Big Brother, did anyone watch it last night? This is one of my favorite summer obessions shows to watch in the summer. I have watched every single season and every episode, yes maybe that's pathetic but I don't care. Wow, what a twist, they bring back Evil Dick and his daughter, whom still seems to not like him very much.

And then there is there is the child murder, whom got away with murder, and most likely will end up with movie deals, book deals, tell alls, etc. It just makes me sick to think that this girl

Could want to party and miss her easier days, where she wasn't responsible for a precious gift from God that she could kill this innocent baby and get away with it. You know what that really tells us? Are system doesn't always work and you can have so much evidence but still get away with murder.

Well I don't know about your beliefs and we can agree to disagree on any or all of this, it doesn't matter to me, I don't push my opinions down the throat of others, but my belief is God will get her and I sure am glad I am not going to be her on judgment day b/c I'd hate to answer for killing a precious gift from God.

So what did you watach this week? I had a confessions post this morning too, I am in such a wonderful Friday mood, I get to go see my guy tonight and can't wait!!! It's been 2 weeks since I've seen him and I miss him terribly!!

Go visit Neely and Meg here or here and link up. Have a great Friday and weekend!!

Confessions and Facts

So, I have had several things weighing on my mind lately and so therefore, I am just clearing my mind. I'm sorry if anyone does not agree with or is offended in anyway that I did this post. There is no means to the way I list or post my thoughts that have been heavily weighing on me lately. So with that said, here I go.

• I have had a hard family life and I am now at the point where I really don't care if I have a close or good relationship with my mother and sisters anymore, I can't spend the rest of my lift worrying about this.





• My mother and I have just now started to be able to stand being in the same room without uttering hateful remarks about each other under our breath.



• I have been called ugly names by my mother and I have lived for almost 29 years with the fact that my mother is ashamed of some of the things that make me me.



• I have dated several guys who have either physically or emotionally abused me.



• My ex was a raging alcoholic and I literally was in fear of my life at times and that has in some ways scarred who I am and how I see and think about men and alcohol too.



• I have a fist mark/cracked/dent in my wall on my stair case from my ex punch it while trying to pin me down on the stairs in a drunken rage.



• I hate the person I was for the past few years and what I allowed someone to do to me and how I allowed him to make me feel like I wasn't good enough or didn't deserve better than that.




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  I went to Al-Anon meeting trying to figure out a way to save a relationship with the man I thought I loved and it just showed me that I needed to run like hell.



• I hate dislike racist people and believe that God created us all in his image and that no one is better than another.



• I am in love and want everyone to now it and I don't care one bit if I loose friends, upset, disappoint, or if my relationship is unapproved of by others, including but not limited to family members. And with that being said.........

I have met the man of my dreams and he is not necessarily the first pick by many for me. He is a tad bit older than me, he has kids, he has a grandchild, but he loves me, supports who I want to be, encourages me, makes me want to be a better person, he is my heart, he is my strength. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am 100% head-over-heels in love and happy!! I met him a couple a months ago and was totally blind-sided by meeting him. I had no clue that I would meet and fall in love with someone I met that night when I went out for the first time to just let loose and have a good time in almost 8 months.

I am happier after being with him for 5 months, then I was with being with my ex for 4 1/2 years. I am so blessed by knowing, loving, and having him love me. He is my heart and the absolute best thing that has EVER happened to me. This relationship is moving rather fast and while some don't think that we've known each other long enough, we don't really care we are doing what we think is best and what we think we want for our future. He is my heart and I could not picture my life without him in it. (and no, I am not getting married)

**And that is all I am telling you for now. There's a lot more to the story and a lot more that I'd love to share, but family has to know everything first. I just couldn't wait and hold it in any longer. I have never openly talked about him really on the blog and I have never facebooked a picture of us b/c I didn't want nosey some people to know that I was seeing anyone.

What I'm Loving Wednesday!

I'm loving these shoes that I found at Target the other day. Shoes make me so happy as does Target.

I'm loving these 3 little guys who can get me to do a slip 'n slide at my age at the youngest ones 2nd birthday party. Yes, I at my old age 28 yrs. old did a slip 'n slide b/c they begged me. I'd do anything for them, even almost make hurt myself a fool of myself.

I'm loving that we only have 2 days left in the work week, come on Friday!!!

And I'm loving this little fur baby!!!

So what are you loving. Visit Jamie here and tell us.

So What

So what if you don't like everything I do or say.

So what if my mother and I have a really love hate relationship.

So what if I don't go to church every single Sunday morning/night and Wednesday night. I have to answer to God for me not you, so why are you so concerned about it????

So what if you don't like every top or outfit that I wear, did I wear it for you?

So what if I am dating someone you don't like, is it hurting you?

So what if my mother called me a whore and I called her a bitch in return, who are you to judge me? (and yes, this really happened Saturday) I was also called a "skinny bitch" by her, that would have been a compliment last year when I was in my 140's but this year in my 160's not so much.

I am tired of living my life in fear of people not approving, ofcourse people aren't going to approve of everything I do, but acceptance is what I really want. I don't care if you don't approve of who I'm dating, what business is it of yours? Just accept me and move on. I don't care if youd don't approve of my hate for make-up and that I don't like to wear it all the time, don't tell me I should b/c that just makes me want to scream and spit fire out of my ears.

Okay, on that I'll stop. Hope everyone had a great 4th and Happy Tuesday!!!